good things when short are twice as good.

(I watched over as they spoke.)

A: I feel that you're a person with a split personality, each retaliating against another.
B: What do you mean? i have been like this all the while what.What are you talking about?

A:You claim to be the person you speak of, only to have your actions speak a different truth about you.I am shocked to uncover that.
B: Oh please, you're just assuming things. You're just judging me and jumping into conclusions. I am not who you think i am.

A: Is it? Am i not right? So this person that you are... you've been like this all this while?
B: Yah! all this while what. Why, why now then complain and point it out?

A: Because i realised. Because i saw. And it urks me to see you like that. It ain't eye candy.
B: Go ahead then. Say all you want. Say whatever you want. This is my battle, i fight on my own.

A: But how can you say that? Am i nobody to you?
B: How can i say that? Of course i can, it's MY LIFE. Besides, how could you, of all people, think of me in such a manner? Ever thought of that? Huh?

A: Because I Love You. and i care. and i don't want you to be empty and voidless. Ever thought of that?
B: Hey, if this is my own way of unwinding and taking in fresh air, you are in no position to restrict me.

A: I am not restricting you. I just want you to realise that this isn't the right way. And it's definitely not the ONLY way.
B: It's my life, and it's now or never. I can handle my own affairs. And i don't need you to tell me what to do, or restrict me from doing things i enjoy, when i never interfered in yours.

A: And you call yourself a friend? just coz you don't interfere in my personal life, it doesn't make you a good friend. Where were you when i needed a critic to tell me what's right or wrong? You just looked from afar. You didn't point out my mistakes, coz why? You didnt wanna interfere in my personal issues. And you call yourself a friend?
Fine, be it that way.
B: Let me be. I am sick and tired of you turning your back against me in times like these.You have no idea what i go through. You thought you knew, but you are damn wrong. Coz you're not in my shoes.

A: You know, if you think that what you're going through is THE HEAVIEST BURDEN EVER, well think again my dear. Try going for an abortion, only to see your parents fight almost all the time. Try having to lose someone you love so dear leave you. Try seeing your parents agree on a divorce. You failed to understand that people have their own battles to fight,too. It's how they go about fighting it.

I have all the many reasons to go down the drain, but no. I made sure i'm a BETTER person after all this. I made sure that i'm not empty. After all that i've been through, i didn't complain. I became a stronger person, and that's not by chance. I didn't wanna make myself feel that i should regret over the abortion or whatsoever, i made sure i learnt from it. I wanna make sure that i'll grow up good. The rest of my teenhood should be satisfying, and not wasted.

Most importantly, i know how to get through. I know how to go about finding strength, and standing up tall even when my heart crumbles. I know i have friends. Friends who love me, friends who i can seek refuge or solitude in at anytime. And most importantly, i love my mother. I love her so much, it makes me wanna cry sometimes. And i know the value of a dollar and how scarce money is to everyone right now.

Simply said, i understand, appreciate and i hold faith upon myself.

B: I have nothing else to say.

A: Nothing else? what should you be saying? You won't realise the extent of damage you've caused to yourself and to me until it's too late. I'm sorry, but that's how it's gonna be. All i ever wanted you to do, is to think twice before you did anything. Take me as an example. I'm sure you don't wanna share the same pit with me, it's no fairytale i tell you. All i wanted you to do is to open up your eyes and realise that there is more ways than one to tackle harship.

B: I'm happy the way i am and that's that. I don't need people like you to be preaching to me. It's final, let me be.

A: Alright, i take that at face value. So don't you dare tell me that you're an adult. Coz what you just said, it sounded so teenage. That's it, you're still a teenager finding your own lease in life.
B: Whatever.

And they parted ways in fury. 'A' had a stick of cigarette while 'B' on the way home.

It was an eye opener.

It was something i needed, very very much. And i realise that A was a reflection of myself. How ironic.

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