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Sunday, April 30, 2006
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9:55 AM Many things have been going on in my life. And it's no rainbow nor butterfly. I'm in a whirlpool of thoughts and emotions, simply said, i'm growing up. Waaay to fast. Things have been bugging me,and i must admit that i don't like problems left hanging.Issues to be cleared, should be voiced out and cleared asap to avoid further problems..i don't know why it's still h a n g i n g . The voice deep in me just wants to escape, run away... but my armor tells me to fight. It's my battle eventually, and i'll be my own man standing.. What have i been searching for, these past few days? am i taking the days by day or am i locomoting into something good in the near future...? My heart tells me to keep peace and my mind is at war. The life's a battlefield now, men injured by the thousands. Memories were too painful to keep, and it comes flushing into my valleys.. This is not good, but this is growing up. I shall then learn to foster this lifestyle. What is clubbing? a mere excuse for fun? FUCK THAT. every clubbing experience isn't a good one, by the way. I've seen the calamaties hidden underneath. And spending time with your friends..your truest, most loyal friends..what does that mean? do i really appreciate it's grace? damn right i do..nothing in the world beats knowing the fact that you have true friends. NOTHING. And the family? i don't wanna lose them. right now, i'm losing the parents... When was the last time that i felt carefree and innocent? oh, that was waaay back. When was the last time i fell in love? That goes way back too.. When was the last time i saw Rina? WAAAAY BACK. You see, maybe i'll get over this ibby-jibby. It's just another phase i have to go through..yeah. Someone, please hit the beach with me. i need it.NOW. |
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