good things when short are twice as good.

I admire Lutfi alot. He's been on my mind the whole day. Scary.

Met him last night at Taka, and quite a nice chat with him. Diy was around so we kept the conversation casual, like always.
But as i sat there, beside him, listening to him talk and talk, i realised that i actually missed his intense eyes.
Haha!
i really miss that pair of eyes. I can just go star-gazing and wondering into them the whole night.

It's really, therapeutical looking straight into Lutfi's eyes. They're huge, intense, sharp..beautiful.

I spent the day with my darlings, Imran and Diy, and whenever they share their moment...i do wish i could spend it with someone too.
I do wish that the someone might possibly be Lutfi. It's healthy, you know. envisioning yourself with someone, esp if you're single..like me.

I'll miss the times. I'll miss my life. when i do start at chico's as full-time, i realise i have to let go alot of things. i have to sacrifice alot. prolly a part of my life, just to stay committed and have a stable income. that's why, i admire Lutfi for his drive to go to work everyday without complaining, and actually doing things right for himself..

The thing that's actually bringing me down most about working there full-time is whether or not i can see my family, and will i be able to spend enough time at home, with my loved ones,friends and family included. will i have a LIFE?

that's still uncertain. but if i want a life, what life would that be? the one im leading now? nope, not at all. i want better things for myself. to feel happy and contented at the end of the day.

i will get used to it, it's just a constant worry of being lonely. i need to see my mother everyday. i need to talk to my dad and hug my sisters everyday of my life.

so if work's not gonna give me the time to do it, i shall force myself to squeeze the time for that.

I'm a passionate sucker, you see.

So there you have it, the very essence of myself. Passionate. i feel for almost everything in this world, even for the cat under my block.

so that's why, if i do fall in love, i fall deep and give my 110%. and now, ladies and gentlemen, don't worry for i am out of love. hah. till the next time i DO fall in love, Mira will always be, Mira.

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