good things when short are twice as good.

I had another weird-ass dream about my ex-boyfriend,Sabiq.

You see, the reason why i am unsettled is because, the last time i dreamt of him, i dream that he was getting married..on a wedding dais and all..under a block, and i happened to pass by..

And in reality, he really DID get married.

A shotgun marraige, which, don't get me wrong, i don't look down upon. i must say that they have alot of courage to keep the baby, knowing that both are smart people. They're not hopeless.

So why am i sharing good words about Sabiq? Cos i dreamt something so surreal, even my emotions were plugged.

I dreamt that he called me up, and that we had a nice talk..a really nice one..it was casual, and i was very comfortable..i told him everything that's been happening to me..and he kinda sounded very caring.
So then i had to put down for awhile, and then later i messaged him to get him to call me back, but instead, he gave me an sms that said something like he knew the pain we both felt three years ago when we were together..and that he wants me to realise that he's a changed person..

My emotions were plugged, really. damn it.

I have this really edgy feeling that he's going thru a tough time with his wife. I dunno why.

I don't dream about Sabiq unless something's happened to him, you know. i dunno why, but he's part of my instincts. It's like i still hold a part of him in my conscience. Maybe cos he was the one who broke my hymen, but still! i don't know why, whenever i dream about him, it's something to do with what he's going thru..and do believe me when i say that my dreams DO come true..

it's weird as hell i tell ya.

And since the dream had this really heavy feeling to it, more so negative, i should think that he's having a really rough time with the wife.

I don't know why i'm saying this. Maybe because i haven't said this to anyone but Souher. I remember telling Souher that i have this feeling that one fine day, maybe Sabiq is the ultimate.
I'm not in hope, oh please! things just have this uncanny way of getting around..and i can't help but feel suspicious about things..
it's been like this all this while..he'll come back, and then leave..(in the dreams that is).

I don't know people, GOD KNOWS what's happening. I shall just leave it at rest.

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