Azry and i made love last night.

I'm sure that's enough to keep your thoughts running wild. =)

And yes bitch, im very open about this. Cos i feel that this is where i can vent out my verbal emotions..

Let me begin.

Last night, was magical.
We met up under my block where he picked me up. We rushed down to NTUC to get ourselves a bottle of a Yellowtail Chardonnay, one of Australia's best tasting white wines.Made of peach and coconut, it's a must try.
Anyways..
Upon reaching ECP, we had ourselves supper at McD's where we sat and chatted for awhile..about his family and about mine; we were very open about it too..
About who we were before these years and how we have changed individually..

So yeah, the normal getting to know each other better talk.
Afterwhich we grabbed a few necessities at 7-11 and headed down to find our rightful spot.
Pit 32C area, and we found a nice patch of grass underneath two coconut trees..lomantic u!

Had fun pitching the tent together..trying to figure out which goes where and so on and so forth..and after much hardwork and broken backs, we got the tent up. and we were both contented fucks.

You see, Azry and me have a lot of things in common..that's what i've learnt. but we are both generally two very different people. our passion for things in life are almost similar, just that he's a more stubborn and independent character than i am.
We both simply love the outdoors. We both love travelling, and dream of being able to travel around the world with the cold hard cash we earn..

That was the few things we talked about over sipping wine after we pitched the tent. Sat at a nearby bench, and we chatted all night..till four in the morning. Goodness! time really flies when you're having a great time,doesn't it?
Time's a bitch herself.
So anyways..

After having a bottle of that Chardonnay, we decided to head down to the shores..to have a romantic walk.
It was romantic alright.
Picture perfect, and nothing else mattered..
The sky was a queer shade in colour, and the view was fantastic. (I know, East Coast?!)
The breeze... oh, to die for.
It's the kinda breeze you wanna share feeling with your other half..
and at that moment, my other half was Azry...

I hugged him and he hugged me, and we played 'guess that shape of the cloud' game since it was a rather cloudy night.
Had fun making out the funny little shapes, and getting to know each other's impulsive natures with that..

And then we decided to sit down. He had me by his side, and all we did was listen to the sounds of 'Unbelievable' by Craig David, and we were both in silence.
My chest was swelling with a run of emotions..the song said it all.
I was falling, already.
Unbelievable.

We headed back to the tent to retire for the night..and let me just warn you, intercourse wasn't even on my mind..
As we lay by each other, talking and laughing and giggling, we started kissing. I knew i grew weak with every touch of his lips, but i couldn't help it..and then i was thinking, 'is this it?'.

I was telling myself...let it whatever happen, happen. and hope for the best.

I was unclothed. And so was he..the moment i felt him in me, boy there was no turning back..
It felt right.
It felt safe.
But most importantly, it felt complete.

I felt like that was what i've waited for all this while..the right person. I swear, the lovemaking changed me. Somehow.

It was different, and it was passionate..and passion didn't only come from me..but it was from him that passion was really felt..
I felt at such ease, overwhelmed with so much emotions..and we rocked each other all through the night..

I made him blow his mind and he made mine..it was beautiful, simply said.

I know we made love, cos that was what he said when we were talking about it after an hour after the whole thing begun..

Surprisingly, he didn't feel awkward about it.. He felt it being right, and he has no regrets.

Then came another round when we were about to fall asleep again, this time, we knew we wanted it. His touch just turned me on.

Another round of pure pleasure,while it rained outside and i didn't ask for it..it just happened.
We fell asleep in each other's arms..
Slept till it the bright sunny morning to see my sayang covered in sweat..dapped him dry, made him comfortable and opened up the zipper to let in the cool morning breeze..

Slept through the entire morning in each other's arms..and when i was covered in my own sweat, it was his turn to dap me dry..

It felt so comfortable, as if we've known each other for years..

And so this day begun and i shan't get into anymore details.. you get the drift.
We were glued together, and i felt good. i've never felt like this before..to feel so at ease with someone i've known for a short period of time..

There's something about us that keeps me ticking. It's how we connect with each other.. how i can sit by his side in silence, knowing that he's there. Right there, and not somewhere else.
It's how the hearts tie strings that don't have ends.

I'm falling for Azry..and i have been thinking about him alot lately.
Could this be it? Mira doesn't know. But she knows it won't be easy..
this might be the best thing that's ever happen to her, but it might just slip away...

Azry's starting his night job this coming Monday. He'll be working at Insomnia as a bouncer for a few good nights in the week, and wake up to work as a traffic warden in the day.That place called him up again, after a year of not working there,they still rely on him to do the proper job.
I shudder to think of how his health will deteriorate, or how much less of time he would have for himself what more me, but i don't care. i'm still standing by him. and i'm gonna let him know that.

Azry is my man..i see myself when im with him. Very strange.
He's the one i have always imagined him to be.
And he's right here, in my life.

But my biggest fear now is to not let him slip away..

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On a brighter note, i just got home from Safrina's brother's wedding..and it was a beautiful one.
It's always nice to see my old friends..tho Mul wasn't there, i still could feel her presence cos her brothers were there doing the rewang.

And my day ends here, where i tell my loyal reader of my latest juice in lovelife.

Mohammad Nor Azry, my sayang.

*misses him.