Late Nights and Caberets.

I am back people, after days and nights of being away from home, and only to be at home to sleep.
The days are spent working ; nights spent watching the World Cup games.
Seems to me, i have lost touch in life. seriously.
i mingle with the few people whom i work with; whom i club with; whom i watch soccer with.

Balls!

I miss so many aspects in life, but no fret. im just adapting to this new change in lifestyle. i know that at the end of the day, i still have family love.


I don't wanna get into all the details.

So, i shall just highlight.

Highlights of the week?

1) Met a new (almost decent) guy by the name of Azry. Known to his friends as 'Epok'. My darling, my Epok. 29 years of age, handles my heart well. so far..so good.
Very caring, very funny, very interesting and exciting individual to have by.

Was a bouncer at Papa Joe's and Insomnia for nine years..so you can roughly imagine his built.*sizzles.


2) A customer at Chico's bought me a Swarovski brooch. His name is John and he's 47 years old. From Oregon, he's in sg for a business trip and is staying till the 20th. Had dinner with him at Timbre and he is a nice companion to have by.
Don't worry, i don't sleep with my customers so yeah.

3)Nathan. The head bouncer at DB asked me out. *BIG LAUGH

4) I have been a virgin since GOD KNOWS WHEN. so basically Mira hasn't been having sex for quite some time.

Which is good.

And please please please don't get me wrong. This attraction i have for my sayang Azry, isn't a sexual one OKAY. i don't lust for him. i just feel safe and secure when im with him, in his arms..and that's all i need to make my heart go whooo!
don't worry folks, Mira's alright. im not in love..not as yet..maybe never will be again. and i won't get myself hurt, Insyallah.

This is how my life is for now.

No more 'guys'.
The one who could be my next big thing will be a MAN.