It's 5.13 pm on 29th June 2006 and i'm feeling ibby jibbies of a regular pre-birthday celebration.
I am excited to turn 18, what more over the next few days, where i have all the permission in the world to have my own dose of fun.

Last night, Diy and i made way to DB for a short while. Missed dancing and grooving, so we decided to head down to that hellhole for awhile. It was me, her and Rizal. We were in happy spirits until...

.... the Rastaman Chant came by.

We were high on bong by 2 am, and it sucked. i mean the high was nice and floaty, mellow and serene..so having that kinda high in a club proved to make matters worse.

Another self-discovery ; i should take weed in a comfortable environment where i can just lie down or something.
Being high on weed is tiring u know..ur eyes become all puffy and u get really, really mellow.

So yeah. Since DB was packed to the brim by the kinda crowd im beginning to despise, Diy and i decided to retire for the night.

It so funny that Diy finds Rizal (yes, Frogie Rizzle) a turn on. OMFG tat's so funny. Heh.

Besides that, my girl and i were slack to our wits.. so damn bloody bored and annoyed by the fucked up place.
I can't give myself a reason to why i still keep going to that place.

Anyhoos.

I'm turning 18 in a few hour's time and already im making plans to DBL O tonite. But if it's too much of a hassle for three hours of party, then i say forget it.
I can always go when i have a chauffeur or a rich guy by my side to buy me drinks. =)

Of course im not that cheap lah, but it would be better. Heh.

And now im thinking, would Azry get me a present?
Is he busy tryna purchase a gift for me? tearing his brain cells apart just to remember the little things i like?
oh wells.
It's not like im hoping for that. And you might be going ' yeah riiiiiite....'.
Yeah rite!

I really do ponder ok! i really do wonder if he's getting me a gift. Cos plan is, after the party at Ripples, im heading back to my room at Conrad with him.
So Azry and me are gonna spend another night together..but this time at Conrad dok!
King size bed some more!

ooo la la.

I neeeeed a brazillian and i so very muchly need to wax my legs. i haven't shaved them for months sia.
and i wanna buy a new nightie for my Conrad experience...
holy shit, i've never said those words before man.

Not ever in the past 2 years i was ever with Wan, never was i so excited to spend the night with a man.
But why, why Azry?

I just wanna soak in the bath tub with bubbles..lying in his chest till my feet turn blue.
Just bathe each other with bubbles, underneath the thick foam.. aw fuck!! aaargfhhhfghgfhg!!!
and then sprinkle rose petals all over the bed..
OMFG that would be the best ever bday present i got from an opposite sex. =)

I seriously can't wait for Saturday.
So i think i shall screw the plan for tonight to allow maximum pent-up excitement for my birthday weekend.

confirm bombastico.

So here it is, my itenary for Saturday 1st July. Oh and the reason why it's a Saturday is because i only get my pay on the Friday itself so yeah.
Ok? ok.

Mini-buffet Lunch at Conrad Centennial Hotel from 3-6pm.
Small array of food, but hey, im cooking so don't miss this chance ok. I don't always cook, you know.
Room number will be confirmed again, cos the hotel hasn't given me a room number due to occupancy.
Dress code is casual smart, look good and presentable cos you'll have to walk thru the hotel.
And erm..what else?
Bring swim wear if u think u wanna jump into the pool for awhile.
I'm asking for off from work that night so that i can attend to my guests during the party..

And Azry will be dropping by during his break to feast on my cooking. =)
*melts

At about 11pm or so, i'll be making my way to Ripples Bar for the official party, where there'll be booze, music, crowd and get this : Men on Bartop ; Stripping. Clad in g-strings and chains.
Sinful Saturday.

So for those who wanna join us for booze at Ripples later on the night, don't forget to collect a door gift from me during the lunch party.. It'll be ur 'entrance ticket' to the club so u go in for free.

WIDE SMILE

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I think that God made me and Azry meet at the most rightest time. We got to know each other on triple six day, 060606. And i never once regret.
Now that my birthday's coming, i wanna see how special he'll make me feel.
Then again, im not hoping on anything.. just that i want to observe how i mean to him? yeah something like that.

And ever since triple six day, we've been in contact EVERYDAY. we really do contact everyday. the sms-es, the calls..
the contact.

And i can see us growing close. I can see us taking our time in this. In whatever we're doing. Neither of us know what's in store for us. What we really want out of each other. Because, it's still too early to tell.
We are just seeing each other's compatibility. Whether we can connect, whether we can understand, whether we are, at the end of the day, compatible.

So far.. so good.
And i hope it just gets better as we go.


ps: Happy birthday to my good friend Suhairy. I thank you for being one of the most influential characters in my life thus far. You never failed to make me feel loved, and cherished. Like a brother, i know i can always count on you for support. Happy birthday my dear friend..i hope this day would bring you many more good years of friendship to come..