"Hey Azry..How you doing.. I just wanna be really honest with u, I MISS YOU.
I really do..And i've said before, i like you. I admire you. But now.. as days go by
and as my life unfolds upon me, i've been thinking of u alot lately. Funny, im not usually like this.. Its like i like you as a fren, but i know ur more than just that.
I think about u and i smile to myself.. I wonder what ur doing.. whether
you're ok.. whether u've eaten or not.. And as a person, let me tell you straight, ur special.
In a sense, i've never met anyone like you. You're a cut above all the other guys i know..
And Azry, i can go on and on, but the bottom line here is,
I'm falling for you. I'm falling in love with you. Its what happens to me when ur not around, i believe in myself more..
I've confessed, finally.
Goodnight."

That was a five-page sms i sent to my teddy bear an hour ago, out of the blue.
I am ENIGMA.
I seriously don't know how he'll react to that in the morning when he wakes
up and reads it,
but i know, i've said my dues.
that's how i really feel.
and i'm not expecting anything in return,
it's just a confession.

"Strumming my pain with his fingers...singing my life with his words..
killing me softly with his song..."

Lauren Hill rocks my socks man. I'm in love with that song now,
my fever.
Not the meaning, but just the tune.
and u know what?
the meaning's really mysterious.
it's up to me to decide what the lyrics mean,
very interesting.

I am sleepy as hell,
but im happy at the same time.
Tomoro's a brand new day,
a brand new busy day to be exact..
and my heart goes out to my chef, Abg Selamat for
his condition.
Had a heart attack last night,
and he's now in ICU at Tan Tock Send hospital.
Dewi and myself paid him a visit after work
and he was tearing while speaking to us..

It shatters me to see a friend/colleague/brotherly figure in such a state.

So to all,
take care and have urselves a good day ahead.
=)