I want to feel normal again.
I AM ABNORMAL.

I bought a bling bling with the letter L on tuesday night,
and i've come to a conclusion -

L stands for..

Love,
Lust,
Lies.

(Azry)
(Harris)
(Rizal)

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I am pms-ing, i swear to God.
and i have so many things to update about.
Like for instance,

Lepak session with Harris and Rizal at McD's on Monday night,
Dinner on Tuesday night at Harry's with my baby sayang bushuk Azry,
Tuesday night party at DB with SADY AND NITIN,
Wednesday night party at DB with Dewi,Harris,Rizal,Crystal,Brian.
Thursday blues with Harris and Rizal that got me thinking a thousand times about LIFE.


This time, i've screwed up big time. and it's time to pull up my socks.
If i want something in life, i gotta go for it.
If not, fuck it.
And some people are just a waste of time,
but there's a reason why they're in my life.

I miss AZRY so much..
the last time we met/hugged/kissed/talked was on Tuesday night.
As i saw him off by his bike at Orchard Parade Hotel carpark,
we hugged.
for a long while,
tighter than usual.
And there was this mutual understanding between us,
i felt it.
In those unspoken words, i heard our hearts understanding each other.
understanding the situation.
If we wanna be together,
we need alot of patience.....
It can happen, but not now.
And as he kissed me,
and i was left lingering,
he reached out for my face
and kissed me on my forehead..
The sweetest one i've ever had.
You are no doubt, my Azry.

I'm tired.
Worn out lah.
-_-