Friday nights at Insomnia are superb.

I had great fun, thanks.

Dewi and i had a booty-shaking, hair-pulling fun time at that place,
and it gets better for me cos she's oh so friendly with the bouncers..

I am amazed at how much i missed Azry, how much i've missed him, and how much i've missed him again.
Seeing his face was serene, just warms my heart.. and gets me falling all over again..

I don't want to get into details, but i love him so much.
I LOVE HIM.

and that's coming from the heart.

I miss making love with him,
and cuddling him..
and getting intimate with him..
and plainly, just him.

I think if i get a chance to cuddle him again,
i'll be weak in my knees.
That's how powerful he is over me.
the mere thought of his touch,
just sends me to the clouds..

Azry, Azry.
I love you hunney.
My teddy bear,
i want you and no one else.
I feel alive with you and you've made me
a woman i never thought i could be.

I never thought i could love you,
but all i think about now is you.
GOD DAMNIT AZRY!
i miss your kisses and your warm smile,
your kisses on my forehead and
your firm, manly grasps of my hand.
I miss your bike Maggie, (FY 8611 G)
and i miss riding her with you..
i miss ECP wit you,
and rough-out romantic nights by the beach..

It's unbelievable where we have come to now,
and i swear,
i'm not going anywhere...

i love you my dear,
never felt this way before..

Change is the only thing constant.
Yet, memories make us only human.
I miss you all my friends,
and it was undeniably friendship.