It's been two months..
Two wonderful,beautiful months..

Mira : "Darling, two months ago on this date, was the first time we met.. "
Azry : "Is it? Wow.."

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The date was 6th June, 2006.
Azry and i met in the most unexpected of circumstances.
Why his very existence means so much to me, and why our connections are so special to me,
till this day i don't know why.

He' more than just a person,
i can't explain why im so infatuated by him..
It's not usual, these immense affections.

And i don't see him just as a bf.
I see him as a man.
as a person who'd be there for me.
He's awaken the woman within me i never thought i could be.
He's instilled the passion in life i've lost eversince Aqil.
And he's instilled in me a whole new meaning to life..without even being there.

Like i said, it's not what happens to me when im with him,
it's what happens to me when im not with him..
I become an entirely different person..
i believe in myself more eversince i knew him,
cos everyday without fail,
i believe in us.

It's a funny thing u might wonder,
we're not even together as yet.
You know what?
I have this funny feeling that...
...the end would be sweet.
And our road to the end would be bitter,
full of struggles, hurdles and challenges.

For us to eventually be together,
would change the course of both our lives..
and i know it's worth everybit of it.

I did mention to Safrina that i need someone to tell me to give up on him.
That im just wasting my time.
That the paranoia i have everyday about me and him not being together ever, is gonna come true..
That i should just give up and look around.
But hell no,
even if someone does tell me that,
I'll better my chances at being with him.
I've always dreamt of loving someone this way.
Where i really learnt that patience is a virtue.
Where i can be on my own, but my heart's with someone else.

No doubt about that, my heart's with Azry,
the man i met 2 months ago at DEVIL'S BAR.
the man i met, whom i swore i will never fall for,
whom i thought i could take advantage of because of his bike.
the man i thought wouldn't be someone special cos he didn't strike me the first time i knew him,
The man who made love to me and changed my woman's every worth.

The man, whom i dream of being with one day.

Muhammad Nor Azry, I love you.