Wednesday night was the bestest Ladies Night ever!!
I was scampering around like a mighty clown.

Diy and i started our 'escapade' at Insomnia,
where Azry granted us exclusively free entry into the club.
Got plastered had fun,
made frens with some cabin crew guys from
Emirates..

They got friendly with us,
which made Azry's blood boil.

And by 2 am, we started our journey
in search of pure Ladies' fun.
Headed down to DBL O and O Bar where
we met my fellow pepek, Julie.

Julz was happy and so were we..
Jon (the cabin crew guy from Emirates) got us a
jug of Redbull V and we only took a sip,
to which we ran to Cheekys to get even more plastered.

Met our kampong buddies there,
yes like duhhh cos that's our playground.
And at 3 am,
we headed back to DBL O.
Met Wandy, one of the bouncers working at DBL O.
promised to meet at Devils later on,
and i made friends with a couple other bouncers and got lucky.
*winks*

It's surprising how i managed to be so energetic to
have so much fun in an hour.
To squeeze our schedule for the night for so many clubs and
to meet so many people,
to digest all kinds of things.

And so after DBL O came MOS,
where i met Khalid,
another ex-Samar staff.
Grind him till he couldn't take it, and left him
begging for more..
hahah.
it was fun teasing him.
"Maut ah kau Mira..aku cannot take it sia."
Balls! Take it Indian style!
hahaha..

Ok and then MOS was boring,
so eventually and surely,
we ended up at Devils.
Where i met sooo manyyy people.
Namely Nyot.
Yes, Azry's long lost Ayang.
Another jug passed,
another jug retrieved.

Diy and i were lucky that night.

And the night was signature,
after i met my Papi.
HEH.

We played eyes..
tapped our frequencies,
and after a long wait,
he swooped in for the catch.
Towards the end of Hamid's set,
he swooped in from behind me,
and places his hands on my hips.
I'm his catch.

His name is Husen,
and he's as sexy as lingerie.
Honestly,
i knew i wanted him.

"What took you so long?"
He was taken aback by my outright question.
But hey,
i was teasing him all night long..
and he found that sexy as hell.
Hahah.
i swear, i was lucky that night.
I felt liberated.

Azry, im sorry but i was having fun.
That's all.
At the end of the night/day,
i still love you.
But hell,
it ain't gonna happen, no?

Mira : "Azry sayang, i love you"
Azry : "Don't fall in love with me. It's not worth it, but i really
appreciate it."

So much for my confession and surpressed feelings.
All that came to this?
why thank you, God bless you.
If you think it's not worth loving you,
think again.
You're the best thing that's happened to me.
And i will never forget.
But why,
the heartbreak?
yes.. it was inevitable.
I was gonna get hurt in the end.
I am at the losing end.

It's funny how one sms could alter me for the rest of my life.
I seriously loved him.
Though i had my fun on wednesday night,
i fell back to him in the end.
And him being pissed and entirely shocked that
i came home in the evening on Thursday (go figure),
gives me the impression that he cares alot.
And may i ask,
what's underneath the care?

I never asked how he felt towards me.
Cos i thought he'd never be able to come clean with me.
So now that i have said those three words,
he tells me it's not worth it,
loving him.
I don't understand, why not?

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On a better note,
i enjoyed the past 2 nights spent with my Safrina.
I love you darl.
Be strong ok.

And i landed a job at Le Baroque, Chijmes.
YES OF ALL PLACES.
Right next to Insomnia.
We'll see how this one goes.
Working hours are from 6pm to 4am.
So now Mira is in the nightlife,
at least that would stop me from clubbing too much.
My latenights are officially at work.

The winds of change have blown,
i have to take it in.