Just woke up to the sounds of Teriyaki Boys.
Saturday night was spent clubbing,
and i must admit,
i've been clubbing alot these past few weeks.

With or without cash.
HAHAH.

I can't explain my sudden surge of clubbing sagas.
And i don't think i need to explain, either.

Started off late.
By 1, i was at Insomnia..
Sat by the bar with Ed the friendly neigbourhood bartender.
Diy and i were talking about stuff,
the usual girlfriend talk.

And so i met Jefry, such a pleasant surprise for him to be
around.
Was speaking to Diy, about how i need someone to tell me to let go,
to stop, to forget.

And as i was about to leave for MOS,
i did the most remarkable thing ever.
I came up to Jefry ;

Mira : Jefry, tell me in my face ; should i stay or leave.
Jefry : (Wide-eyed) Huh? nak balik? stay lah!
Mira : No lah! not about here..! i meant Azry..
Jefry : Oh. Chey. Haha. Ok, you see ah Mira..
Mira : Let's step aside and talk, please?

And so we begun talking.. and in my face, he tells me NOT to leave.
"Stand by his side.. he needs you."
"His is a chaotic state of mind.. die takder confidence, tu jer. Like i said,
bring him out..ECP or something.. make him feel comfortable, then let
him open up to you.."
"Azry and me are the best of brothers,ya. He and i, we know each other's shit.
We don't cover up for each other ya."
"And about those things you heard about him having a gf or
other women or that he fucks around behind your back..
or die kirakan main2 kan you, up to you to believe."
"But Mira, this, i give you my word. If ever you or i find out
that he's been doing shit behind your back,
i will bash him up.
I will bash him up so bad, he won't be able to stand.
And i'll bash him up infront of your eyes."

Speechless.
I am just at a loss of words.
Jefry really thinks that i am the one for Azry.
Cos he's never seen anyone do things for Azry the way i did.
The way i catered for Azry.
Azry had a bad experience in his previous love life,
and maybe that's why he's afraid now.
Now that something real has entered his life,
someone in love with him.
Like they said,
once bitten, twice shy.

So i've decided to let time take it's course.
And just stand by him.
It won't take overnight,
it will take a long time..
But i want to wait.
Cos i don't want anyone else..
i want you,Azry.

It's true what they say la..
once you dah nekhad dalam hati untuk sesuatu,
susah nak goyah.

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The rest of the night was spent at MOS,
where i met this guy by the name of Azman.
27, good-looking,
successful, a true gentleman,
mature,
relatable,
sweet,
and is NOT a malay.
But, i am not keeping my options open.
I'm just killing time.
We're catching a movie and a karaoke session later..
and dropping by Insomnia for awhile.
My intention isn't to cause gigantic trauma waves to Azry,
just to chill out.
Besides,
i am a regular there, no?

So we'll see how.
I'll introduce the two.

I'm lazy to go into the details of last night.
But let's just say i got lucky (again) and so did my ladies.
Nana, Dewi,Diy and I just rock the floor don't we?
Hahah.
pure madness.

i gotta go..
i'm bored.
and i have a date to dress up to.

and i have to insert this...
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...MOS SUCKS!!!#@$!@#%@$^@



I may seem fine,
i may seem happy and contented,
but my heart's with you at every end of the day..
I love you Teddy Bear.