Been partying hard this week, but i've been a good girl.
=)

Saturday night party with Dewi and Nana just rocks.
A wonderful end to my turbulent week.

First off was our regular Insomniac session at Insomnia,
where things were different between me and Azry.
Reason being i sent him an sms earlier on the day about how i feel
towards his rejection of me being in love with him.

"To tell me that it's not worth loving you,
i don't know what to say to that. Kinda ticked me off.
But listen here,
i've loved you and you're the best thing that's happened to me
and i'm grateful for that.
I don't and i won't regret cos everything that happened
is a lesson learnt. I never thought i'd love you, no way in hell.
I don't expect from you Azry, i want you to know that.
You're great the way you are,
but we don't always get the ones we love.
I love you Azry, goodbye."

Aw man. Farewell messages are always sad and
heartbreaking.
But it has to be done.
For my own good,
i don't want to repeat past mistakes.
And i believe,
i deserve better.

I thought i could've won an award for that one.
HAHAH.

ah fuck.
i'm not pretending to be happy.
in actual fact, i am.
happy and glad that he's given me a reason to let go..
and move on in life..
and live life without a man.
for once, after a long time,
i feel alone and on my own again.

But heck,
i am single, available, fun, sexy and above all HOT AS HELL.
so i can have my lucky days too.

Insomnia, MOS, Devil's was poompa man.
MOS was so fun!
haha.
Got to know this shy guy name Khai who looks
so chinese.
Ubber cuteness,
the cutest among all his other friends..
but he's SHORT!
and TINY!
but oh well,
he was cute..
and i truly enjoyed Dewi's and Nana's attempts on
making him feel fucking paiseh and embarrased.
HAHA.
everytime i grinded him,
they'd grind him too.
making him look squeezed and squashed.
HAHAH.
and everytime i backed off,
he'd pull me and hug me,
wah kirakan im his girl lah.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Shy Guys have always been appealing to me.

I gotta go people,
and tmr's my first day at Le Baroque.
Can someone help me?
I don't know how to pronounce the place's name.
Darn it.
Kene kacau ngan Zaini cos i pronounced it as
'Lay Bah-raw-qi'
correct what, right?

hmph.
-_-