good things when short are twice as good.

I am very afraid right now.. very afraid of giving myself to anyone else again. He's damaged that part of me, and i will recover in time to come.
I'm afraid to commit ;
I'm afraid to fall in love ;
I'm afraid of a man's sweet words.

I AM VERY AFRAID.

So to all pricks in the world, please leave me alone.

It didn't help that i was involved with a guy (or man, if you prefer) who promised me hand in marriage and played with my trust.
Worst of all, he used my money and was living OFF me. And mind you, he's 27,supposedly "stable" and "responsible".

POOOI!!! MY FOOT!!!

He's hurt me.
Damaged me.
Coz my trust was being played with.
And it doesnt help that it's so difficult for me to confront him (cos of his lack of balls) and bloody PUNCH HIS FACE which would be a dream of mine,
he owes my dear friend Ayul money too.

*Say it together*

MACAM SIAL KAAAAAAAAAN.

Azman Marican,
you slut.
Never thought you'd turn out this way. All the sugarcoated words and empty hopes and dreams, all washed down like another Sun TV soap opera episode. It's true what Maswany says, 'Mira termakan.'

My life, for the past 2 months..has been crazy. ABSURD. RIDICULOUS. what the fuck was i thinking?!?!?!???!?!
It's been like a typical indian soap opera relived, and i swear i'll never date another INDIAN GUY.

they scare the shit out of me.

And so after much hurt, i think i have a gaping hole in my right ventricle. It's physically and emotionally draining, i've prolly lost blood. The very epitome of the statement 'cekik darah'. So because there is a gaping hole in my right ventricle, i'd prolly wanna throw some doa selamat kenduri to selamatkan me from any future episodes like this. I've had enuf, and i am serious on throwing a doa selamat. And if as serious as it gets, i DO get to throw a kenduri, all of you are invited, my friend.
Especially those who have been seeing me through this ruffedge.

But you know what,
Nothing beats the pain i went through (and overcame) exactly ONE YEAR AGO.
When Aqil came into my life.
Remembering back those times, one year ago, i can't help but feel bersyukur to God for the tests He gave me.

I've found myself again.
This time, stronger and assier.

Burp

What gets me going,gets me talking. What He brings me to, He brings me through.

Twenty
elegantly bolder&badder
INSANE.
~~fake and dismissive~~

Mira A.

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