Never be mean to me cos that's all you're gonna get in return.

You only deserve what you give,
sometimes i wonder...
you're so cheap,
you can't even pay attention.

You just had to disturb my sleep, didn't you?

Congratulations to you,
if any of those things you told me brought you sheer pleasure..
I'm sure it was all worth every ounce of your Goddamn energy.

Huh.
Idiot.

to be continued

So many things to say...
so little energy to say it all...

Aku malas lah nak blog.

Mine's not been good,
but this is the reason i'm keeping my head up.


*melts*

Baby looks good in this one.

=D

I am so in love..

..The picture of him with his new haircut,
smoking down that black stick of Cherry SKL,
looking straight into my eyes...

Keeps lingering in my mind.

I miss my boyfriend,
so much.

Because of Ramadhan,
we hadn't been living the normal life.
Restricted by the holy month (which is a good thing),
he and I don't get too mushy most of the time.

And i miss cuddling him.

He's an amazing person,
someone i can't live without..
A day seems incomplete without him around..

Azman, you are the bomb.
You've come into my life to stay, and i gladly welcome you
with arms wide open.

My Baby, i love you..

##

Have a safe trip Rina..till we meet again!
I hope Eid in London will be fun for u..fill me in aite?
Take good care of urself and ur mum, hunney.
Cheers.

To the rest ;

Aidilfitri is just around the corner..!
I don't know about you, but I am sure excited..
It's this time of the year again when your hearstrings are pulled
as you look into your mother's eyes..
It's this time of the year again when your family is your everything.

Off to bed now,
and Geylang-ing for the last time (probably)
tomoro night with my Baby..

Turra.

It's funny how this feeling just can't be denied.

I am filled with guilt and pain,

and sadness as well.

I never meant it to be this way,

dear loved one.

I was afraid, I didn't know what to do.

Only God knows what ran through my mind

while you just stood there,speechless.

This was a previous episode, one i've tried forgetting and moving

on from.

But i realise... i've failed.

The silence between us all this while wasn't to heal,

it was to be awaken again.

We have to finish where we left off, or i can't live in peace.

Please, don't let the harboured anger be.

My life only sums up during the weekends.
My weekdays are too packed to have enough time to do anything else.

Anyhoos.

I had a blast ... !
Thank you my Laddoos. =]

First off,
I had a buka-session date with Dewi on Friday,right after work..
Met at Raffles Place,and had Subway for dinner..
After two bloated stomachs, we decided to
pay Harry's Mexican a visit.
Missed the people working there..
Especially Abang Selamat.
So she and I had a nice chat with him..learnt alot of new things too..

I had a nice evening Dewi, thank you.. *bows


Mira and Dewi at Raffles Place


Dewi Indaryati Tukiran Puteri


Subway!!

##

Saturday,
was a special day.
It was the day my dearest friends met Azman for the first time,
and i must say it was FARRR from disastrous.
We all had so much fun,
and i'm glad that Baby could click with them so well..

I took some photos, but Mul also had a fair share of photo-taking so
our Karaoke session at Red Box Jaya Jusco (Tebrau City) was solely recorded on her
camera.

Happy viewing =]


The ladies and I awaiting for the bus to Woodlands.


This is a Chombhi-Perimah Relationship.


Us in the train to Woodlands.


Shamlessly snapping photos in the train.


At the bus depot awaiting for 950 to take us across the Causeway.


I love this pic! So... us.


So the whole day spent at JB was so so exciting,we
even forgot to grab the cam and snap a few photos.
Tak boleh jadi lah macam gini.
We headed down straight to Tebrau City to check out the shopping arena there -
TO DIE FOR.

It was HUGE and i mean H U G E.

A day of shopping there wouldn't be enough.

The girls and i parted,
they did their roundings and i as usual,stuck around
with my BF and his cousin Asyraf, who was so kind enough to bring us around
in his Proton Saga and showed us the coolest and most happening spots at Tebrau City.

Baby, oh my God! You should take a re-check on your shopping habits!
Can pengsan u know!

Luckily i said the 5th top was ugly (which of course it wasn't lah) if not,
haiyo...that one also you want to kebas!!

My BF's shopping habit is this :
Nice item.
Comes closer.
Looks at it with glimmer in eyes.
Touches it.
BUYS IT.

He purchased 4 tops from Topshop and 2 more from Reject Shop all in the span of 40 minutes!

HAYO.

Even I'M not like that.
*slaps forehead*

Nonetheless,
I am your finance manager.
And your fashion consultant.
And your food critic.
And your fitting room rack.
And your wallet.

And it's all worth it cos I LOVE YOU.

##

I had to be firm on him if not......
.....we wouldn't have had cash to go home.

Then we headed to Red Box, a really cool place for Karaoke.
RM 38 nett, includes 3 hour usage of comfy room, 2 drinks, and free flow of food.
YEAP!
They have a buffet and food was FREE FLOW.
How fantastic is that uh.

I must say i seriously had kick-ass fun with my girls and the BF at Red Box.
They sure can go wild!
And Safrina unleashed her Diva within, when we forced her to sing Rindu by Spoon.
HAHAHAHHAHA

POWER DOK!
OLD SCHOOL!

I was peeing in my pants looking at her singing and forcing the mike
into Mul's face, demanding Mul to sing along with her which,
of course,
Mul DIDN'T WANT TO.

LOL.

Time came for us to go home,
but before which we paid SinggahSelalu a visit for supper.
Happening place as always,
almost all were Singaporeans who dined there.

We also had Apple-Strawberry Shisha
and a whole of food,
which..
Baby paid for.
He's such a sweetheart i tell you.
Not only is he generous,
he's big-hearted and uncalculative too.
And i love him for that.
*melts*

The last few shots taken before we called it a day and
brought ourselves into a massive 3-hour long jam into SG.
Oh whats new.


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Safrina attempting to get a couple shot out of us...


...And still attempting but failed.
The pic is just too blur.


I don't know how come i could get a clear picture when Safrina couldn't.
Anyways, funny pic. hahah.

Alriteee.
I gotta go now.
I have lots of housework to do..
Room's in a mess.
Raya's coming and i can't wait!
I love the feeling and atmosphere when Raya is drawing close..
Have yet to break fast with the 4F budak-budaks and go geylang
with my Laddoos.
And with Baby, on a seperate occasion.
Oh wells.

##

I'm living it now..and i'm never less sure.
I'm more than ever ready to serve you Baby,
sail it through with me.
i love you

BYE!

My Man ;



I am in love with you.
You set me free..
I can't do this thing,
called Life without you here with me.
Cos I'm,
Dangerously in love with you..
I'll never leave.
Just keep loving me,
the way i love you loving me..

Azman, Mira loves you so much.

Overslept and didn't turn up for work.
I sincerely feel guilty and remorseful for my irresponsible behaviour.

Oh wells. Would be going to the Polyclinic later to attain my MC.

My weekends were really slack ; didn't get to meet Azman much over the weekends
cos he's been busy with his mum's stall and i've been busy with my family.
Went Raya shopping last night with the family at none other than Salleh Marican's
First Lady/Golden Chance.

Purchased two sets of outfits, one a maroon Kurung, and the other a black Juba.
So we're settled.
Mum's sewing our main outfit, Kebaya Pendek in Gold that'll be worn on the first day.
And then we have the past year's outfits so it's all good.

Baby and me are getting our outfits in JB (i hope.). We've planned on going JB
with Safrina,Mul,Atikah,Nas and my Dad this saturday to do Ramadhan shopping.
Kueh, shoes,hair accesories,sampul duit,selendang...etc.

Azman's going for a Kurta this year, and i can't possibly be wearing a Kebaya with that,
right?
So i think it's set.
I'm wearing Punjabi this year for couple Raya outings.

##

Enough of the Ramadhan-Syawal ibby-jibby.
I called up an old friend and we had a nice chat.
Aisyah's still the same, studying ever so hard to attain to results
for her upoming A's.
I wished her all the best,
we chatted for a while more,
caught up on each other's lives...
And we realised that though the years have rolled by,
we're still the same duo deep inside.
And i've finally announced to her about *ahem
and she got the shock of her life!
HAHAHAH.
she was screaming in my ears..
screams of happiness for me, she said.
I love that friend of mine, i can't wait to meet her during Syawal.

And finally...
*Ahem.
Azman and i have made our plans..
All i can say is,
I'm a blessed young lady.
Blessed to have met Azman.
Blessed to have him in my life.
Blessed that by him being in my life,
i've found the heart to change for the better.
And with my best,
i shall embark on my journey with him.

I LOVE MY BABY!


Blessed Young Lady.


Aite ya'll.
TTFN.

From now onwards,
i shall only update on weekend-nights.
I spend my days working, and my weekday-nights resting/sleeping/
getting ready for the next day.

Yes, may sound boring, my life now.

BUT HELL NO.

it's faaar from boring.
Finally, it's complete. And im happy, trust me.

I'm happy that i am finally settled.

I got a good 9-5 job,
I have good colleagues,
wonderful friends,
a supportive and understanding family,
a loving and amazing Man,
and most importantly...
i have security and strength within myself.
which i have been searching for all this while.

Don't worry, im not showing off or rather convincing you
that im contented in life.
I have better things to do,aye?
I just wanna share my happiness.

##

Friday was spent working in the day and breaking fast at home
with family and Baby..
Yes, he came over to have dinner with the family for the 2nd time,
this time less official.
More casual.
Still, nonetheless, Mum loves him.
And i am a happy fuck.
HEHE.

Azman picked me up from work and came home with me,
i was clad in a baju kurung today for work cos it's
a Friday Ramadhan.
it felt good,
to say the least.

We're even more in love and sure of things,
I'm praying this goes far..
*You're always in my everyday prayers Mira, I love you..

He dedicated this song to me last night,
and was asking me when we wanna *ahem.
And that just made my day..
Made all this wait worth while.

This song, is My Baby You by Marc Anthony.
The very song i fell in love with and felt that i should share it with my other half
in times to come when i was working back at Harry's.. and coincidentally,
it was his favourite song too..
And now, it's ours.

"As i look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies..

You're the simplest love i've known
And the purest one i own
Know you'll never be alone..

My Baby you,
are the reason i could fly..
and 'cause of you..
i don't have to wonder why..
Baby, you..
there's no more just getting by..
you're the reason i feel so alive..

Ameerah i feel so alive."

##

I am worn out and exhausted after a whole day..
i need to rest.

So goodnight my lovely people.

It's nice to be able to have the whole Saturday to ourselves, agree?

I have always felt handicapped on Saturdays cos i've spent a whole six months' of
Saturdays working and slogging for Harry's company.
I've even forgotten how it feels to 'go out'.

So the past 2 Saturdays have got me tuning back into life again.
To make up for all those Saturdays spent serving food and making Margaritas.

So my saturday was spent with the BF, whom i have learnt to grow into
as the days roll by, and an outing trip to Timbre where Power 98Fm was hosting their
oh-God-i-forgot-the-name-of-the-event. Prior to that, Azman's cousin,Arsyad was performing
so we came by to give our support.
Didn't help that The Fatskunks were there too, though i gave them much of my support,
i couldn't sit by their table.
And Jess was so happy to see me!!
She said i was glowing, and when i introduced her to the new BF,
she congratulated me and told me that i looked happier in a day
than i ever was when i was with Izwan in 2 years.

WHAT A COMMENT.

Hahahaha.

Oh wells,
took some photos.. so have fun viewing!


We dined at Vila'ge at The Heeren for lunch..
(YES WE WEREN'T FASTING.)


And this was the very unique sign at our table. Cute huh.


His and Mine.


My Pasta with Tempura Prawns in Cream!!


His Chicken & Mushroom Crepe with Cheese. He specially
ordered that since i was dying for a whole lot of cheese dishes.
Mmm-mm..


Baby working on his food..

And guess what we had for dessert?


Waffles and Strawberry ice-cream!!!


Myself, enjoying the waffles drenched in maple syrup. YUMMEYH.

After lunching at Vila'ge, we headed down to Timbre on a rainy Saturday afternoon
to meet Arsyad and the gang and give them our support..


In the cab on the way to Timbre..


Being a narcissitic for awhile doesn't hurt.


Arsyad's GF, Leandra.

Arsyad is in a 4-piece band playing genres of all sorts.
What i like about their band is, they can make a pop song turn rock,
and they play really good renditions.
So The Fatskunks were there, and i had this sudden wave of nostalgia overcoming me...

...I MISS MY GLITCHY BOYS.

-_-


Cousins.


This crazy bunch.


Presenting... Prior To Everything.


Baby and i took a snap while everything else was going on.
MY ALI BABA.
i love you Jaan.


The atmosphere at Timbre.


The Blackboard area..


Leandra hitting the mic.


Prior To Everything performing.

. . . . . . . . . .......

AND THEN MY CAMERA DECIDED TO GO FLAT ON ME

so basically those were the few pics i took,
and the rest of the day was spent well (oh really?)
with my BABY.

An unforgettable experience,
i'm falling in love for something real.

I love this.

##

Sunday was spent resting, and catching up on sleep,
and thus the reason why i can't possibly fall asleep again.

But that doesn't mean i can't try, right.
So now..i shall try. To fall asleep.
And i wanna give Nycer a call.
Kinda need her dosage almost everynight now.
She's my lullaby lah.

Take care ya'll.
AND I MEAN IT.

Gooznait.



Nighty-night my Drama King. *smiles*

PS: His out-of-the-blue sms sent me smiling to cloud 9, i swear..
Azman : I can't sleep.. I miss you i guess.. Love you darling!