Happy Happy 20th Birthday to Brian.
Is, and will always be, the best chef in the world.
My good buddy..we share old times don't we?
Wishing for many more years of friendship to come...


On a seperate note,
i want to bid farewell to my scrawny girlfriend who's
departing for Skudai over the weekends.
YES, the last weekend of 2006 at Skudai, spent watching movies at RM4.

What are your plans for the weekends uh?
It should be special,
should be unforgettable (atleast).

I'm torn between subdued and wild.
It'll be Raya Haji during the day.
So should i be partying at night?

I dunno man..
i've never partied during the New Year,i swear to God.
2003's was spent at work,
2004's was spent at home.
2005's was spent at home watching Veer Zara.
2006's was spent at POW where Glitched was performing,
and then headed down to the Esplanade to join my laddoos.

Hmm..
i don't know about this year though.
Maybe hit the beach,
maybe be partying, counting down the new year with a
bunch of drunkards.

Speaking of drunkards,
the last party i had on wednesday was madness.
Wany was plain drunk.
Imran got wasted.
And DIY WAS SUPER HIGH,
resulting in her being pure noise.

It was so funny, being the only sober one..seeing my friends "letting go steam".

It's been quite some time for us since we saw each other
unravel our emotions in a club.

I snapped a few pics but im too lazy to upload.
Will only do so when Pepek gets home and allows her mom
to teach me on how to use a bengkong.
Harapkan Mak aku, takkan jalan.Member pakaikan sembarang.

Gooooood afternoon Singapore, all's out for lunch.
And im just about to get my bath.
Then it'll be a lil scrubbing here and there, then i'll be making
my long-awaited phone calls.
Financial planning for year 2007,
whatever else,
and then i'll be heading down to White Sands for come paper shopping.
yeeeehaw.


see you guys soon.
=)

I am a supersingle superfly bitch.

I have officially lost touch in the world of intimacy and loving,
and i swear i'll stay this way for long.

Yeah, and i mean long.

My gut feelings tells me that it's better this way,
being supersingle superfly.

But i am still the Momma who's art of seduction is and will always be,
under her wings.

It's in my eyes.

But you know, as i move forward,
i can't help but rewind.

I can't say im still hung up over him.
I daresay im not.
I'm taking this well,
taking this in.
I know that this is all part and parcel of..
the process.

And the whirlwinds going on around me
are just good enough to keep my mind occupied.

They're not good, but they'r good enough.

And the craziest year of my life is just about to be over,
and im wishing for a better year ahead.
But hey,
a year is a long time.

For change,
for growth,
for anything.

And 2006 has been a fantastic year and i swear i could feel myself
change.

Oh well.

" I know i'll love tomorrow,
cause tomorrow is always a better day. "

Happy Birthday Sweets. God Bless.

This is A's father.



M's latest photo.
Seeing his face kinda wanna make me wanna punch his face.
For the thing he left behind.

Anyways i dreamt of Aqil again (after a long time) last night.
And i slept like a baby sia last night,
so emosilly and physically exhausted.

Fuck sia.
i wanna check out Asoka before i start school!

I had a bombastic wednesday with the ladies.
And cos of that, i am super tired now.
Will blog again some other time.

The year is coming to an end.
I seem to be even more worn out.
I don't know why.

Mariya.
Go away.
Sheesh.
I am straight and will remain straight.

I have a love/hate relationship with the month of December.
I just want to release.

And if you're asking if i'm ok,

well...

.... I'm not.

Huhh.
Macam betol jer siak Lieutenant.



SAF Regular konon.
Issssap ah.

In loving memory of Ida.
May you rest in peace my dear..
In your absence, our love is most felt.

On my part,
I feel the sorrow you've gone through.
But i daresay,
God loves you more than any of us could love you.
And to Him, you shall return.



Amin.

I had so much to say in a split second, one minute ago.

But thinking of where to start, GOSH i grew tired thinking.

It's raining here at Pasir Ris..and it feels good to be home.
It feels good..

to be me.

Going to KL tmr, for a week!!

wheeweeeet.

I am so shagedelic after a looong sleepover at Imran's.

I'm so naughty, i ditched work two nights in a row just to spend time with
my regular bunch of people.
It was like old times -
Imran,Diy,Wany,Mira.

We had a ball of a time karaokeing at the top of our God-forsaken lungs
and were dancing to some irritating dangdut.
With that, we made a thought of checking Copacabana out,
a dangdut joint at Jurong West.

So night came, and Sweets dropped by to just lighten the already light mood..
and he and Imran had a really good time teaming up together to make me feel mangkok.
Sweets calls me Magoo.
wtf sia.

Najib, also known as 'Daddy' also came by...and spent the night with us.
A creepy thing happened to him in the other room while he was resting,
serious shit sia.

dinner was egg mayo with bread, all the way.
had pizza to fill us up...also another funny incident with the pizza delivery guy.
hahah kekek la sia...muke kodak moment nyer.

i missed their company, and i must say i had enough of their dosage..but looking forward to
more of these..

everyone woke up late...and the ladies and i had a fantastic time talking about sex and our sex partners and etc.
weird shit, been so long since we had that 'girl talk'.

i am a zombie.
im so tired.

shit man, i had serious fun. too much to mention.
and now im gg to enjoy my ass in KL, big time!

will be back next week,
then...sentosa,ladies???

take care ya'll.
till we meet again.

shacked.
ps: i miss-
my sweets
my laddoo
and pundek.

I bruise easily.

My skin is like a map
of where my heart has been.
And i cant hide the marks
its not a negative thing..
So i let my guard down,
drop my defences down by my clothes..
i'm learning to fall,
with no safety net to cushion the blow..

I bruise easily
so be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily.

I found your fingerprints
on a glass of wine..
Do you know you're leaving them
all over this heart of mine too?
But if i never take this leap of faith,
I'll never know..
So im learning to fall
with no safety net to cushion the blow..



Anyone who can touch you,
can hurt, you or heal u.
Anyone who can reach you,
can love, you or leave u.

So be gentle...
I bruise easily

To Laddoo.

I'M BACK!!!

after so long..oh my GAWD.

It feels sooooo super good to be able to type again..!!

Well, just a few updates on myself, yeah??
Here goes.

I am doing fine..pretty much,atleast.
I've been single for a month already and it wasn't easy initially,
but it gets better as the days go by.
But in actual fact,
I'd rather consider myself single since a year..cos i hate associating myself
with a scumbag like Azman.
The break up has taught me ALOT of things namely, not to
trust someone so easily.

Anyways...

move over, bad side!

The good news is......

I'm working now.
And i have ample things to keep myself occupied.
And i've learnt to let go of that idiot, making myself feel better all the time.

Diy is working with me now, and i am behind the bar while she's on the floor
at Scarlet Hotel's Breeze Restaurant.

So....GOODBYE HARRY'S.

##

As we all know,
i LOVE partying in the month of December.
I dunno what's my rationale behind it,
but i like the thought of letting loose (wild and hard) on the last month
of a god-damn year while i slowly make way to a new one.
Which, i hope,
promises a totally breathtaking and hollistic level of new challenges.

I am going back to school next year, yeps!!
I'm taking up a Diploma in Hospitality Management.
The bomb,balls.

It's like, the best decision i've made since forever.

I have my friends around me..though i don't text you guys much often,
always know that you're not forgotten or uncherished.

If ever a day comes where i'd have to live faaar faaar away,
never forget,
i am always grateful to you guys.

Next wednesday, i'll be going to KL for a week.
Yeah balls, i need the break for myself.

##

On a totally different note,
i have found happiness.
i found a special bond that helped soothe the pain,
that helped fill up the void.
That also helped stitch up the scars.
Even though it was a just a special conversation,
i know..that it was really special.
And just cos it was a special conversation,
i shall leave it to just that.

Laddoo, thanks for being who you are.

##

Have a good week ahead ya'll.
I'm sure i would enjoy mine.

=)

PS: Truth by Calvin Klein or Sentiments by Escada?