Seems to me,
everytime i wanna move forward,
i am being stopped.

Am i growing up too fast?

Why do i get tired so easily?

Have i seen enough of the world?

Can i just go and die? please?

You know...
there are many things i do not know of right now.

I can't find internal peace.
And it sucks.

I'm sorry to be sounding fucking lousy but i am actually,
very afraid.

God Almighty please help me out here?

I've been thinking about threeyearsdowntheroad alot lately.
Threeyearsdowntheroad, where will i be?
who would i be?
how will i be who?

oh my God....
I'm scaring myself to death.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.
Tabahkan lah hatiku.
Berikan ku kekuatan.
The future seems so hazy,
and the only one who can rest assure me
is You, my Lord.


I am in the shiznits.