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Dear Azman,

I'm sorry you're not marrying the person you love. For the person who loves you so much, has been taken granted for. It's sad that you potray you're future wife as a 'rebound'. To think that you reminisce about us at this point of time, and what's stopping you from reconciling with me is my family, I'm just so sorry you didn't give us a fighting chance.
But then again, i understand why you wouldn't. You're no fighter at all. See...the difference between me and you is..I fight for what i believe is right. I've been a fighter all this while. I've struggled, struggled for happiness..
Without a struggle, you can never achieve in what you believe in most,Azman.

So if you think that by marrying her, is your easiest way out, then i wish you all the luck that you need.

Yes, life will be easy for you, once you marry her. Ready for you is a car, a house, wealth, and what not. You just need to marry her. Devote your entire life to her. Cos hey, you're 28. Two more years till the big hatrick. And what have you had for yourself so far? Nothing.

But Azman, what im trying to say here is... fight. You need to stand on your own two feet. Stare fear in the eye and overcome it. Maybe you've not had anyone to hold your hand through the rough times like i did, no one who was willing to help you the way i did.

Thats why..it was difficult, almost impossible for you to swallow the fact that i know.
That i know...your past,your present,your future.
I knew it all along. But that didn't deminish the love i had for you. Instead, i understood.

Maybe my only fault was, not reassuring you enough. Not letting you know how serious i was with you. That every waking moment was spent thinking about you and I. But seriously, am i at fault for that? Loving you, was it so wrong?

I have lost you..for good. And as much as it hurts, i'm glad things ended this way too. Finally, we can close this chapter in our lives, and move on. You with a new found life, me and my evergreen growing years. I have a whole life ahead of me. You have influenced a huge part in moulding me to who I am today. I am most grateful to have met you, not a second of regret.

Fret not, one day in the far future, we'll meet again.
My love, this ride has been amazing.
Time will heal my wounds, erase the bittersweet memories and help regain the strength that I've lost in loving you.
But i promise you this Azman,
i will never hate you..

I pray for happiness to come your way, and Insyallah you will find love in her after marriage.
You will have kids and start your own family, and i will have my chance at doing that too,one day.

Maybe we weren't meant to be, maybe we were. Either or, it was a pleasure.

I love you.

Wasallam.

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