On a night like this,
i wished i had someone sleep beside me.

On a night like this,
I wished i was under the ballet of stars by your side...
lazing away...

But on a night like this,
i am at home.

On a night like this,
i have noone to call my own but our memories..

I wonder if you're happy,
I wonder if you're alright.

I wonder what is it that you've not told me
And if things are gonna turn out fine.

I wonder if this is what you've always wanted,
or are you in search for more?
My dear you shouldn't have seen past me
Cos it's you i truly adore.

It's where life brings you at the end of the day
It's how unfair it can be

How seemingly challenging each step i take
Makes me the woman i would be

I've decided to take my course,
a move with baby steps
Cos if i were to deny myself,
I'd break down and collapse

It's strange that i see the good in you
when others call you cheat
To think that i've seen that side of you,
when once i saw deceit

Think about it, dear one
Think about it through
What you've wanted out of life
Is this all but true?

I don't care who you were yesterday
I don't care what you did
Maybe you had your reasons,
secrets and lies well hid

It's who you're gonna be tomorrow,
cos i must say i care
Time is running out for you
And I'm not going anywhere

Maybe in the future you'll see
That different side of me
The side that never existed
Till you shattered me

And then you'll realise how much of courage
I haboured beneath this skin
So much, so great it bothered
My friends and next of kin

So in time you'll learn to notice
That i've loved you just as much
And in time you'll also notice
That i love you,
very much.

That was a good one.
I feel lighter now.

You asswipe, i still love you.