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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
minachiest
10:48 PM I want to highlight on a comment Azman made on me yesterday. He said that... I'm not indian-looking enough. -_- Somebody please please tell me he's either blind or stupid. He must be kidding right?? Oh come on, i have the minachiest face ever. I think Safrina would agree with me on that. I don't get it..even when i asked my mom about it, she too says that i don't look too indian. Maybe cos i'm not "Anak Mami" ya know. And cos i'm mixed breed. My maternal grandma was purely indonesian. And my paternal grandma was malbari. So that left with my grandfathers being tamlek. Ok la,maybe not too tamlek la.. my maternal grandpa was a Poondicheri. And my paternal grandpa was a Chulia. So basically my grandmothers contributed to my lack of indian colour. I'm not being racist, don't get me wrong..I do get disappointed sometimes with my mix. Not that i'm insecure, of course not balls! Just that sometimes, in a congregation of indians..i feel like im not one of them. And when im in a congregation of malays..i feel too indian around them. Sometimes, i feel like im neither here nor there. My sisters and i came out forecasting different looks altogether. Sharrah's mistaken to be Eurasian sometimes (those dark Pereiras or DeSouzas) and PQ's often mistaken to be either Arab Saudi or Pakistani. WHAT THE HELL?!?!? And my story's more dramatic. Back then when i was working at Harry's Mexican, i had my stupid customers thinking i was south american. One guy even explained to me why he thought so.. he said it's all cause i have high cheekbones, but small eyes...thick eyebrows, but small lips.. so now way in hell he thought i was south-east asian. WTF?!?!? haiya. the world and their ever-growing blindness. So after being told i wasn't Indian-looking enough (thanks eh Azman!! if i ever get to mother your kids, atleast they have a chance at being fair you idiot!) , i nearly went bezerk. Don't get me wrong, i'm not pissed off at Azman for saying that... i was surprised actually. And yes, i nearly went bezerk.. cos if i can't even pull off as being Indian, then my world would be torn cos that's the only thing i am...typical indian. Ok lah you all.. i wanna go laze around after doing much housework just now. And oh, Hibbaki Remix is the bomb i tell you. When i have my own car..i swear i wanna install super woofers and blast out kickass bhangra beats. they're super syiokness i tell u. Rafta rafta badhta hain dil mein sharaara Qatra Qatra badhta hain dhadkan ka tara Ba khuda... ba khuda... Tujhpe qurbaan jaan Tujhpe qurbaan meri jaan Hibbaki Hibbaki - Hibbaki Hibbaki Dilnashin - jaanashin Hibbaki Hibbaki Salaam Khudaafiz. |
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