good things when short are twice as good.

I realise that life is so much better when you do fruitful things. Feeling productive is like the best feeling for me ; a feeling of achievement at the end of every tiring day.

As i sit here on my dining table with my laptop and my teddy bear, Charlie leaning on it.. i realise that i've come to just that.

Warning : this is gonna be long.

God knows,
i've always had problems with my finance. Felt like it was never enough..simply because, it was never my own money. Been living off my mother, so managing my own finance was the least of my worries.
Being typical, i always thought - if im broke, stay home and shut up la.

After a few brokenathan seasons, i realise...it's frustrating!!! to be cooped up at home not cos im lazy to go out or tired, but cos i hardly have a cent to my name.
And so my quest to land myself a proper job started. Proper job meaning, a job i see myself being with till i have kids or something.

Yeah, something like 9-5 and where i slog my ass off everyday just to earn that much money.

So then that was also when i adorned the hijab. And it wasn't easy eh, especially in metropolitan Singapore with only GCE Os. I swear, there were times when i just felt like attending interviews without it. But noooo. That small little voice in me said " Once adorned, forever adorned."

And im glad i have that small little voice inside my head. I'm glad it's that voice lah.

Then i tumbled upon urusan pengantin. An opportunity for me to earn an income with flexible working hours. And the job nature really suits me - get clients, arrange for appointments, close the deal, and i get my commission. Yes, it's commission based for now..but in time to come, i'll be having a basic. Which is good. It really is at my own grace.. and urusan pengantin God bless, is marketable. So i'm always in demand, alhamdulillah.

Which means, in the long run...i won't run dry.

Like today for instance - i stayed home the whole day lazing around cos i don't have any client meetings. So basically it's my off day lah. How fun kan.
And already next week, i have four client meetings over the span of three days - one of them being Puan Fatimah Mohsin (OMFG i'm so star-struck haha shiznitz).

I couldn't believe it, but i said it. I love my job. I love what i'm doing.

God knows, it's been tough. It's been real real tough. But God murahkan my rezki (alhamdulillah) and i believe, this is my way of repaying my elders.
And with so many other commitments, Azman's bandwith in my brain isn't as expandable as it used to be. I got other things to think about, bigger worries such as bills and my sisters' pocket money..don't get me wrong - i like it this way.. not worrying about Azman too much.
Cos then that way i can give him more space, and find better grounds for myself. whatever better grounds may be.

I have dreams. Big dreams infact. I don't want to live in mediocracy. I don't want a job, i want to make money, balls!
And thanks but no thanks, i don't get turned on by conventional business. I'm a lazy bum la!
You'll never see me running my business physically. I'd rather sit in the comfort of my own home and know that i'm sitting on income.
Sounds too much eh...macam paham sia Mira. But i swear, there is such a thing. With the internet la. Imagine if i could market something on the net. We're talking about the world wide web for goodness' sake. An untapped market can go a looong looong way,balls.

And since im an avid blogger, why not i do what i do best right? I have a network of my own already...right here, at meeracle.blogspot.com. =)

Who says you have to start big to earn big? Fuck that shit. Thinking big is the first step la, serious. You idiots out there might be saying aku angan-angan aje. Fuck! let me angan-angan lah rather than sit at home and live in mediocracy...

Actually kan, i don't even know what my point is.. just being random.

No, actually my point is...i'm heading to something big. BIG big. something u can do to. Cos heck, between me and you, there's no difference actually. I'm ordinary. Very very ordinary infact. Just that i dare to be crazy. If there's something out there that would make my stomach full and Insyallah earn me my living - for the family i'll mother - i say why not to it.

I'm giving it a shot.

If you do decide to check it out and am still unsure of what the bluest fish is going on, don't worry you're not alone. To be honest, I'm a new game player. And the keyword you should be looking out for is "Learn & Earn".
But if you decide that it's not your cup of tea and that it won't benefit you, then i'm so sorry for you.

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