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Thursday, May 17, 2007
in strength 10:57 PM

In trying times, women find most of themselves. And no, i didn't grow up too fast when i was still clubbing and exposed to the nightlife. I grew up, once i fell out of it. I grew up too fast.

Life is about the choices you make. You win some, you lose some. It's not always smooth sailing and things don't always go your way.

To be honest, it's been 2 solid days since i ever had a proper conversation with anyone outside my home. Been pretending at home. I've not spoken to anyone sanely since 2 days.

I'm crawling into my own shell... please let me be lah. I'm sorry things turned out this way.

Thinking back, i could have been celebrating my 3rd year with Izwan today. But no.. three years have seen me go through so much.. too much infact. I need to stop rolling and start walking.. I'm taking life too fast.

Maybe cos i am supposed to live this way,no? I don't often tell people this, but i have this queer feeling that my life is short. Serious. No no, i'm not suicidal.. i'm just being philosophical.

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Sorry i'll be like this for the next few days or so. Til i can get my momentum back. And to my dear ones, please... don't speak of him. It hurts.

Burp
What gets me going,gets me talking. What He brings me to, He brings me through.

Twenty
elegantly bolder&badder
INSANE.
fake and dismissive

Mira A.
travel.gossip.girls&boys.

Le Comorades.
Dibs
Mul
Souqie
Rina
Frinn
Nadirah
Ben Tricheks
Farah Faith
Karooona
Online Album
My Profile

and i fly again.