good things when short are twice as good.

It's a wednesday afternoon and i just woke up. Am working the B shift this entire week except weekends, which means i start at 3m everyday and end at 11pm. So it's kinda tiring for me i don't know why.

About two days ago marks the 2nd year death anniversary of Arwah Mohamed Zahid B Wahid, my school girl love. My first ever love. Wouldn't say it was a crush cos had he still been alive, i'd probably be digging him still.

I miss him and last night, i actually had a dream about him. In the dream, he told me that he's doing fine up there and was wondering if i remember him every now and then..

You see, he and i (when he was alive) never did really talk or hang out. But even though our contact was minimal, when he's passed on, i still remember him on certain dates example 6th Feb (His birthday day) 15th Feb 2001 (The day i gave him chocolates for valentines and told him i thought he was cute. sheesh. how brave for a 13 yr old uh), and of course, the 30th of July, his death anniversary.

It's so difficult to register the fact that Zahid's gone, even though it's been 2 years.

Arwah Zahid B Wahid, peace be upon you and may you rest in peace. Amin.

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On the contrary,

I have minimal libido these days. Optimus hasn't been performing well. And so i'm being super single again.

Mind you, super single eh. Wowness.

So work has been zapping up almost all my time..and i love my job. I get to watch movies on our flatscreen in our PABX room when there's no influx of calls or all paperwork's done. Syiok kan.

And TV means channels like AXN,Star Movies,and E!Channel. The kinda shit (minus AXN) i don't get at home so yeah.

Anyways,

parents and sisters are off to Genting Highlands next week come the looong National Day holidays. That spells home-alone for me for 5 straight days but ah fuck i'll be working so yeah. Besides, i think i need to break away from my family. Haha.

Ok now let me leave you with some pics of Mira at work.