good things when short are twice as good.

Hello hello.

How's everyone been?

I am clueless.

Ok so life has been a rather boring affair since i became a fullertonier.

Let's not go there.

Er.

I actually forgot how to blog.

Let me see.

I shall list down in random order, the events of my life for the past few days/weeks/hours or so.

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Breakfast with Mul and Ifrah and pasir ris central on a bustling sunday morning - super singaporean and oh i love the weekend mornings!

Attended the Masjid Khadijah dinner at Furama Riverfront Hotel and had a ball of a time - met up with the gang who went to Umrah together, and it was really heart-warming and pleasant to see each other once again.

Met Imran and had a ball of a time in Central Singapore, walking from one place to another and had dinner at Lau Pa Sat.

Met Safrina for a short lunch date and sat at China Square's swing and swung and swung and swung...until my tummy gave way. (ssshhhh...)

Met Nisa at parkway parade's Mac smoking area without Harry and smoked our blues away....until we realised it was the evening of Nisfu Syaaban and both had to rush home to catch our prayers before 'Isya.

Had a karaoke session with the ex-bf with his bunch of cousins.. it was a totally pleautonic outing until he got cranky for no apparent reason, (no influence of alcohol whatsoever), and started talking pig crapon reconcillation between the both of us which the whole world knows is morally impossible taking into account the immense drama both of us could actually whip up in our ordinary lives. ....So yah, er he started talking pig crap, just to be married two weeks after.

Pure, classic, exampilary BASTARD.

ps: Note that the outing with the ex-bf took up a whole paragraph?? i swear it's that dramatic.

Ok continue.

Visited NewAsia Bar with Syam (my pregnant colleague who needed Shiraz to stimulate her hormones that night for reasons unspoken) and the only highlight of the entire place was it's height (frikkin 71st floor of the god-damn building you kidding me?!!).Seriously. Nothing fantastic.

My pathetic attempt on having a vacation - for a really pathetic excuse - i miss the beach - not entirely happening cos of my lack-of-decisive-nature mind when it comes deciding the next best vacation spot. Krabi or Tioman. Danggggg.

The past people's news catching up on me even though i am not kepo like that and i dislike worming into their shitt. It's just sad that i have to be told of such "look dude, it doesn't bother me." news. Seriously, i don't give a shit.

I have also, officially, become a less tolerant person towards other human beings and have a adopted a new pet ; my super acidic tongue. I don't know where it came from, but i seriously just speak my mind nowadays. Not that it's of any help to anything in my life, just that i refuse to receive nonsense from people. I have become a very solo person in a sense my kepo level has dropped beyond subzero.

Maybe it's my job nature.

Ok so i realise that i speak less and laugh less now, instead i listen,watch and understand more.

So you plastic idiots out there can go and die, literally.

I have nothing much to say now so ta-ta.

attitude's masquerade..

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

insomniac 2:32 PM

Time check : 0532 HRS.

I can't sleep. The head's light and groggy yet the mind is constantly active. Eyes are droopy but not heavy enough to fall into deep slumber.

Nine days straight at work, with another four days to go till my coming off day. This is by far, the craziest, insaniest thing i've ever done in my work life.

But the rewards at the end of the month will prove satisfying and will spell a full stomach.

Infidelity.
The misplace of the significant other's trust be it in marriage or anything else. I've been seeing it with my own eyes, hearing it from my own ears. It shocks the world and yet is a norm.

By the way,

How has the world been?

Chaotic? Peaceful?

How are the kids in Africa doing?

Still hungry? homeless?

Questions,questions.They never seem to be answered.

With all that's going on, i miss my people. I miss my mother and family. Most of all, i miss Adam.
Yes, that Adam who spent those days in Singapore with me. That Adam who opened to me another door.That Adam i called Capiche, my one and only cross-bred ghetto Londoner with a black british accent.

God, gone were the days my life filled with emptiness and nothings.

Come tomorrow, it's work at Fullerton. And the cycle goes on day by day. It's satisfying, yet it robs me of some sort of sanity. An ounce to be precise.

The future seems so far away yet i'm steadfasting into it.

The bus number three service has started as i hear the Scania engine roar across the dead street. I hear the clicking of the lap-top keypads and type these words.
And blogging has become a rare phenomenon for me.

Adam, i will see you again, only question is time. But till then..i will evolve, again.

Good morning Singapore.

Till you hear from me again.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

pilates it off 8:05 PM

I took quite a number of pictures over the week. Pictures of my daily activities and what nots. But the thing is, i took it on Imran's hp since my camera was not with me.

So to retrieve those pictures from a lazy-ass krypton like him will take eons. And i really mean eons. That guy has some metabolism issue la.

Anyways

Back to basics.

As per many other people, my life has become somewhat like a show - i live it yet i watch myself pass by every waking second. I don't really make decisions nowadays, and i just go with the flow in many people's lives. One good thing coming out of all this though is the mere fact that i've started exercising.

Morning stretches and cycling, and midnight jogs.

Ok so i shall just wait till that lazy ass decides to upload pics, then post the whole horde here.

Till then,then.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

blu 8:42 AM

Blue crystals, weed and temper?

Oh no, you're back to your old ways again.

Na'ah to this shitt this time round. All my ladies stand up now.

Monday, August 06, 2007

nails 11:06 PM

I didn't turn up for work today and i am feeling retarded.

I didn't turn up for work today because i overslept and was at the point of malfunction at the end of my shift yesterday.

After i clocked off at 1800 hrs, i met Nisa and Harry and had dinner at Marina Square. Soon after i met Tanya, and i headed home with her.

So the sum up of the number of hours of lack of sleep saw me missing my alarm clock for the first bloody time, hence my absence from work.

And i hate this feeling, wish i was at work with the crazy twisted bunch.

I stay home nobody pays me.

I go out and i divide my fortune.

Hmph.

Will be meeting Nisa again at parkway today for some girl talk.. i need to get out of the house cos of the constant drilling going on in the toilet.

It's driving me nuts.

So many days and hours spent at work has made me forget how it feels like to stay home.

Now now,

i need to take a shower.

But before i do that, this is..mochacino..

This is for pussies.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

haleem 8:41 AM

I don't have much to blog about.

The last thing i did for myself was to get an express manicure in mochacino at Voxy.

I am so sleepy cos of the irregular block hours of sleep, i am now drowsy.

Just had dinner with the familia at Mak's Place and they have handsome banglas working there.

For now, a cigarette will do and someone is about to give me a phone call...

Heh.

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