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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
insomniac
2:32 PM Time check : 0532 HRS. I can't sleep. The head's light and groggy yet the mind is constantly active. Eyes are droopy but not heavy enough to fall into deep slumber. Nine days straight at work, with another four days to go till my coming off day. This is by far, the craziest, insaniest thing i've ever done in my work life. But the rewards at the end of the month will prove satisfying and will spell a full stomach. Infidelity. The misplace of the significant other's trust be it in marriage or anything else. I've been seeing it with my own eyes, hearing it from my own ears. It shocks the world and yet is a norm. By the way, How has the world been? Chaotic? Peaceful? How are the kids in Africa doing? Still hungry? homeless? Questions,questions.They never seem to be answered. With all that's going on, i miss my people. I miss my mother and family. Most of all, i miss Adam. Yes, that Adam who spent those days in Singapore with me. That Adam who opened to me another door.That Adam i called Capiche, my one and only cross-bred ghetto Londoner with a black british accent. God, gone were the days my life filled with emptiness and nothings. Come tomorrow, it's work at Fullerton. And the cycle goes on day by day. It's satisfying, yet it robs me of some sort of sanity. An ounce to be precise. The future seems so far away yet i'm steadfasting into it. The bus number three service has started as i hear the Scania engine roar across the dead street. I hear the clicking of the lap-top keypads and type these words. And blogging has become a rare phenomenon for me. Adam, i will see you again, only question is time. But till then..i will evolve, again. Good morning Singapore. Till you hear from me again. |
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