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Had a blast the other night with the crazy bunch at Cashbox Ming Aracade.

Too lazy to upload the influx (about a thousand or so) of pictures taken. So i shall dump them all in the multiply account. But not now lah, still under construction.

Here's a sneek peak into what happened. =)

K lah you all. take care hor. last ten nights of Ramadhan and it's said that Lailatul Qadar is on the 25th of Ramadhan. Let's grab it folks and bring it to the best of our advantage!

And woooot woooot!! Colt's coming back in 2 weeks' time!! ZOMGawd time flies super fast lah.

Sigh.

Ok ok, toodles now.

off to Darul Aman for Terawih with Jaanu...

Good morning, something i stumbled upon on Mul's abode. I liiike.


List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
(I'll be twenty the next time i celebrate a birthday so i'll try not to be kiddish. yay.)

1) A trip to the maldives.
2) A handmade card from my family (with all the love in the world)
3) a sony mp3 with seinheiser speakers for GOD'S SAKE.
4) a nice wallet from Guess by Marciano.
5) and lastly, a super cute ladies watch from DKNY/Police/Guess.


* coughs *


1. The person who tagged u is:
My very own Mul.

2. Your relationship with her is:
Friends since fifteen!

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
1) blessed with an outrageously stunning figure. (i'm so male,i know)
2) smart
3) opinionated
4) sarcastic (on the fun side)
5) downright adorable

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
..When she came to my place in the middle of the night before my trip to Langkawi (march 2007) and stayed up all nightwith me till i left for M'sia. It was gonna be the last time i'd see her before she left for Myanmar for 3 months.

5. The most memorable words she has said to you:
Calling me "Meer" is heartwarming enough.=)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?:
I will..er try to grow taller?? embarassing sia my gf taller than me!

7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?:
She should improve on being more mentel..hahaha!

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
I'd seriously wanna reconcile. Why would Mul and me be enemies??

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
Cos erm..she makes better cookies than me?

10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:
Attend my next birthday gathering..she's missed 2 years now!

11. Your overall impression of her:
She's a wonderful,honest/genuine lady who's gonna grow up good and marry the man of her dreams. =)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
An eccentric being with no qualms about shame. Ok no. Actually, a person who learns life the hard way. Boo...

13. The character you love about yourself is:
I'm very protective over the ones i love and am not afraid to open a fist for them if need be.(typical indian)

14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
I can get fickle and very emotional/sensitive on issues people don't usually pay much attention to.

15. The most ideal person you would like to be:
My mother - Salamah Husein Shah - 100% of love, endurance, strength, and goodwill, always in the arms of the Almighty leading a good spiritual pathwith mental strength and resilience.

16. For the people who cared & liked you, you wanna say something to them:
People, God bless ya'll.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u. Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long. Thanks (:

1) Imran
2) Safrina
3) Siti
4) Liah
5) Ayul
6) Shazia
7) Tanya
8) Adib
9) Ahmad
10)PQ

Who's #2 having relationship with:-
With a good guy, really.

Is #9 a female/male:-
A little bit of both. haha!

If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing:-
NO!!!!! NEVERRR!!! My poor baby sister...=(

#2 studying about:-
Some kickass course at TP..mobile & wireless computing or something like that..

When was the last time you chatted with #3:-
Yesterday..she spoke to me over the phone and gave me moral support before my interview..

What kind of music does # 8 like:-
choppy blink music and jason mraz. and soapy love songs and lifehouse. haha!

Does #6 has any siblings?:-
One younger sister who sounds EXACTLY like her and always like to fool me over the phone. lol.

Will u woo # 3?:-
No thanks eh i'm not lesbian like that.

How about #7?:-
Eh please!

Is #4 single:-
yeah...just recently joined the club..welcome to the club, babe.

Surname of #5:-
Sahril??

What's the hobby of #5-
Checking out big sec sch girls' boobs. haha kidding. dunno man, last time i met him was iceage. thanks eh.

#3 studying at:-
she ain't studying no more.

Have you tried developing feelings for #8?:-
For Adib?! well..not anytime in the present, but yeah i guess i kinda had a thing for him waaay back when we were still colleagues. But it died down as soon as we became close cos..he's just so enigmatic.

Where does #9 live:-
Somewhere in Pasir Ris and i'm gonna barge into his home this Aidilfitri cos his mum is super friendly and makes the best spaghetti everrr!

What colour does #4 like:-
As i've noticed, purple.

Are #1 and #3 best friends?:-
No sia...they've never met seyyy...

Does #7 like #2?:-
they've not met either but i'm sure they'll like each other.

How do you know #2:-
secondary school days...i miss being a student back in sec sch...aaaah sweet sixteen...

Does #5 have a pet?:-
yeah, his bike. =)



Hahaha! Spread the love, people. Chow!

Bitchy!!

Anyhooos.

I gotsa go do some paperwork for my mum, she's setting exam papers for her primary school kids and guess what, i'm typing them out. God bless their souls. Good luck,kids.

And oh, oh!

Ramadhan mubarak to those muslims i know, don't know, and will know. It's been a good phase for me and i'm enjoying everybit of it. From geylang with Saf and company on her birthday last thrusday to geylang with Imran on his birthday last night (..whats up with me and bringing birthday kids to geylang..) to sahur at 89.7 kedai kopi with the boys Im, Idz (Colt's baby brother. I miss Colt! ),Alim and Noh. Woah it's been fantastic. And coming right up is outing on Friday with the dudettes from Fullerton - Myself, Liah,Siti and Fazimah. We are seriously gonna bring geylang down. Just realised i'm so geylangy. Oh and not to mention the mouth-watering dinner we all were blessed to devour at Saf's place during her birthday dinner (my most sincerestest compliments to the gorgeous chef, Bhee). Her sister makes kickass sambal kangkong lah, seriously.

Looking forward to Raya.

My house underwent a total transformation from the doors to the toilets to the flooring, you name it. Mum even purchased chandeliers for our humble abode. We're even gonna be biding our loyal Isis a warm farewell for the new addition to the family, a Honda Stepwagon Twin Turbo.

Ooookay that's quite a sum of catching up aye. Yes, i shall also be making my way to Nadia's home this weekend to pass her the supposed-to-arrive-three-months-ago kurma 'ajwa from Medinah.

But wait, there's just one person (in billions God created) that i have been meaning to meet during this holy month. Let's see...gorgeous inside out, insane and blessed with an outrageous sense of humor. Shazia Niloufer Quadri, i am in need of you.

So i shall end this post with an honorable tribute to the great friend - Imran Ishak.

Here goes..

Asshole, you have no idea how far i'd swim the seas and hike the mountains just for you. On this special day that you turn twentytwo, i wish you many happy returns. You're my best buddy, my brother, my sister, my girlfriend, my boyfriend (unsexual), my bitch, my gay partner and above all... my bestfriend. In years to come, i wish to see you evolve on every twentyfourth of september and spend if not much, a minimal part of the day celebrating the years rolling in with you. And yes, you're so special, i know you'd be the only guy in my room on the night before my wedding, amidst my other girlfriends (with stinking henna on their hands) and my (i'm so gonna be peeing in my dress) excited self.

You've seen me through a part of Izwan, a whole chunk of Azman (from the fat blonde minah at geylang to spotting him as a private in your ns days to him getting fucking married to some tamil heroine) and the initial steps of Rashid (let there be progress hereafter, Amin). You've seen me long-haired, hijab-ed, short spunky almost male haired and above all, you judged me not once.

I love you friend, a prayer for a whole lifetime of friendship ahead. Amin.

Happy 22nd.

(lagi 3 tahun kau belum kahwin aku terajang bontot kau)

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Ok peeps.

I'm off to typing and paperworking and then sleeping and then fasting. And then working and then the cycle starts all over again. But ooooh, we're gonna be seafooding during the weekends so yumm yumm. Eh Im, kiter try Marina Bay nyer seafood lah k takmo Newton je naik jelak aku.

Oraaaits.

Gooznait my loves.

Hello.

A rare night for me to blog, i just got home from work. Now i'm so fresh, so clean.

I have many things to say but due to the lack of energy, i shall just save it for some other time (eg. TOMORROW).

Kinda like a dedication to 3 wonderful people in my life ; not that you aren't any less wonderful.
Just that i've been having these thoughts about these 3 who have, in more ways than one, made an impact in my life over the past 2 weeks or so.

Alright so now, i need to catch up on some sleep and then wake up for sahur.

Ramadhans have always brought blessings in disguise for me.

And i am missing you lah you pakcik in cambodia. your brother's been filling up good for the time you're not here but how i always wished it was you.


Toodles for now.

...and my intended trip to Nikoi is so....well, not happening anytime soon. i scare people at the mere mention of the name. ho well.

It is set.


Nikoi Island here i come.

Adib has an expensive face,thank you. Dude doesn't like taking pictures for reasons unspoken. Riite. And so the night wore on with us sitting on the ledge of the bridge, watching indians digging ang mohs for an easy fuck, a bunch of thai girls intoxicated and being all rowdy, and another horde of white people with no sense of shame at all. With the pumping music coming from 1Nite Stand and Gotham, we were in a party of our own.

Munching on ice-cream while looking at singaporean nightlife on friday night = PRICELESS

Then we decided that it's time to go home cos then sahur was about an hour away, not until my dearest friend here, switched on what would probably be the best jazz number i've chanced upon all my life! Jason Mraz's Bellaluna is the works!!

"hi sir where are you heading to??"

thank you for the ride. =)

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So then we were late by an hour to reach home. All that singing kinda made us forget time. So toodles to him for the night, and i reached home safe and sound.

Today's Saturday, the first weekend of ramadhan and i.. need to go HMV to get Jason Mraz's cd collection. figured i'll just invest on something most worthwhile like that so i can bring it wherever i go. yahoo i'm so semangat like that.

Tonight meeting up with Colt's baby brother for him to pass me my basi atm card yang tidak berguna lagi. But it's so sweet of Colt to have left his brother my number and atm card to pass it to me. Amanah is a virtue, people. And i thank God Idrus text me today. I've been like searching for his number high and low just to get my card but alas, he found me already.

Yayness cos i'll be sahuring with the boys soon.

Till you hear from me again, this is girl wonder over and (hungry and) out.

Ramadhan's finally here people!

Aren't we all feeling a lot more challenged in our everyday lives than usual?


This year's Ramadhan, i swear i wanna make it a fruitful one. Working days have been kind for me and i'm actually planning on making cakes for family and friends this year. =)

On a rainy friday afternoon like this, i'm scouting around the world wide web in search of a good recipe. I'll be making my orgasmic fruitcake anytime soon, and i'll spread the love no worries.
I am feeling very kitchen-y this month so i shall cook up a storm for the family for break fast tmr evening - spaghetti, with potato and cheese casserole. yummm yummm.

for the rest of today, i shall do what i do best - BUMM AROUND.
then it's the gym and pool after swimming.

and God help me, i miss alot of people nowadays.

Off to everyday life now. toodles.

I like my Saturday.

Went swimming and gym-ing at SIA Sports Club (according to imran it's a prestigious club) and am left with an aching body now,thanks.

Had the boys out for swimming - Imran, brothers and cousins. So cute macam family outing gitu but i the only girl and i was so pochui - forgot that i was the only female with bra and panties and showed it to the WHOLE WIDE WORLD when i placed it on the table. thanks.

After swimming - famished! headed down to tamp st 43's Mr Teh Tarik for kickass prata.

Drove home, then went strrrraight out again to meet the green bench hantoos. Chilled at the kedai kopi techno and ripped my ass apart and built abs laughing my time away with that crazy bunch. Oh and this is official - Najip is a himbo. superr.

And i do find him subtly attractive yumm yumm.

*looks at imran*

minus the part that he can get gay and dumb. Dumb gay.

Time check : 0229 HRS

happily blogging away and updated my online profile on friendster and what not. updated pics taken as well and i realise i need another haircut. This time, super major horrifyingly short cos i feel like a man like that. wtvr.

i hate to say this but i miss Colt already and i swear i'm gonna dread the next 6 weeks without him but oh fuck it! this is life my dearest soul, so live with it.

Ramadhan's coming right up and i feel fuzzy. Goodness, it's been a year already??


Haiz. Sigh. Whack. It's been a madness of a year.


Not here to complain,
so i shall just go.


Goodnight.

Happy 21st Birthday my dear friend. A toast to many more years ahead.

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Outing the other night to vidi. Bumped into few old friends, and met news ones. =))

Ladies in the cab singing a song of sixpence.

Fresh birthday girl with birthday outfit.

.....

....

From top to toe - girlfriend hanging over ans super pissed-ass drunk (laughs!),and the rest are pictures taken from inside his car - Colt's baby brother,Is, macampahaming being all regimental while the car pulls out of the carpark. Halim jantan-dayusing as he assists Colt in cashcard payment at the machine, and Hassan lagi macam paham at sedia position as we drove off.

Lepak.

Boys had fun, i had fun. =)

Colt's off overseas for six weeks for job-related reasons. I'm gonna miss him and i'll see him again soon. But for now, it's karaoke sessions and funny funn with his boys.

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Realised i'm so dumb. I had a cam with me, snapped pictures of everyone else except Colt and myself. =( Will worm out that pic taken by Is outside 7-11 that night and have it for keeps.

Cute pic i tell ya - Myself,Colt and Halim. Colt action terror as always lah, pointing to the stars, Halim being all gay takbolehangkat step ensem and me, oh well, squeezing in with these tall twin towers.

Once i get hold of that pic, i'll post it up.

But for now, the weather's abit cranky and so is my nose. I've been given less days on my roster thus the abundant amount of free time in my hands.

Dude! this isn't the time for lack of activity in my life or i'll just drive myself nuts!And it doesn't help that my atm card's with Colt and he can't give it back to me cos he's already offshore. Thaaaanks ahhhh.

Ok so today will be a grey day for me. Sniff Sniff.

I hate weekends.

What gets me going,gets me talking. What He brings me to, He brings me through.

Twenty
elegantly bolder&badder
INSANE.
fake and dismissive

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