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Thursday, April 24, 2008
the date. 2:32 AM

I had a date with this guy very recently. He made me so high i could fly. But the thing about this guy is, he's unselfish. He gives, but he never takes.

Or so i thought.

This clandestine relationship i'm having with him is forbidden. Sinful. Sacred.

It's been so long since i last met him. And everytime i do, it's always euphoric initially..then gradually it turns disastrous.

He brings out the vice in me. At first, he'll make me feel like the queen of the dancefloor, the animal of the party, the livewire of the congregation. Then he'll kick into me..he'll slowly make his way up to my nerves..and eventually numb me.

It this thing called locked-in syndrome. That's exactly what he does to me.

I can't say i hate it. I'm ashamed of it. I'm ashamed of having myself see him time and time again. When i know his biggest fear is my very own willpower.

Just maybe,darling, i won't have to see you anymore. Won't have to digest you and make you part of my bloodstream anymore.

After all that's happened, i daresay my willpower is only getting stronger. My resistance against you is fuelling. You can't stop me. And nobody can tempt me into having you.

You are the devil in disguise to the world.


fyi : this ain't a love story.

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What gets me going,gets me talking. What He brings me to, He brings me through.

Twenty
elegantly bolder&badder
INSANE.
fake and dismissive

Mira A.
travel.gossip.girls&boys.

Le Comorades.
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and i fly again.