good things when short are twice as good.

It's always tough for me during this time of the year. Its usually the period of transitioning for me. God knows, i've been trying to surpress the excitement/despair/anxiety of turning 20.
Excitement because it's my birthday. Despair because it's another year closer to the grave, another year closer to pure adulthood which means more responsibility, no more room for mistakes, more expectations out of my blood. Anxiety because life is just too uncertain for anyone to feel secure. What tomorrow brings is always a mystery.

So this takes me to this discussion, my 20th birthday. Do i celebrate it? Should it be a bash? Looking back at the past birthdays i've had..i'd say i was quite the party animal. I celebrated in style, partied hard. blah blah blah. But all that's left is just the memories of the party. Nothing substantial. Nothing valuable. I think i was more moved on my 18th birthday when my sisters secretly spent their piggy bank money to order a pizza for me on the evening of 30th June 2006 and surprised me. It was a mini family celebration and boy was that a memoriable one. And the other one still preserved in my mind was the surprise party at my place on June 30th 2005 with my girls TRYING to surprise me by hiding under my block. And then my ex-bf blew it away and i found out abt the surprise..haha. hey but that was damn sweet. i remember all that happened that nite..

Anyways.

So i woke up trying to figure what i should do for my 20th birthday. Thing is i'm stuck, i don't even know wat i want. I might even forget it's my birthday and live through the day like any other day. Oh but humanity knows that Mira takes everyday a special day cos i'm just like that.

PERHAPS i'd like to commemorate my 20th birthday to my mother. For being the woman she's been, raising me for a long and solid 20 years. Hmmm. maybe that's the answer to all that's been boggling in my mind.

Hey but people, no doubt i'd love a suprise! it's interesting to see your close frens cracking their brains on who to invite for the surprise party and who'll actually turn up. It's a special day for me not cos it's my birthday, but cos it's a day my mother spent 20 solid years living her life for me. So let's do this for her.

So that's it i guess. What i want for my 20th birthday? to spend it with every special one in my life. close friends, cousins, sisters, aunts...yeah. all for my mother, the woman who's raised me for 20 solid years.

I shall try and continue this post to update on the recent happenings in my life. but right now, i gotta go people.

See ya'll. Chow!

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