good things when short are twice as good.

I am a lonely person.

Atleast, that's how i feel for now..at this moment..(it's 5.34pm on a sunday evening).

I have no boyfriend..my friends are scattered..

I make new friends in hope of better things..better company,better nightlife,better relations.But it keeps biting me back in my ass..its nonsense. I swear.

It's like a pretence ive been living in..a mask of potrayal i have been asking myself to believe in since God knows when.

I wonder if this is really what life is all about..i do feel quite empty..but above all, i feel like i've lost the connection with my people.

My family, my friends, my loved ones.

And it doesn't help that i am single..AND NOT MINGLING. sometimes i think, i can't be bothered to mingle also.

I AM JUST PLAIN LAZY.

I am in need alll the fucking time. Do you know how irritating that is? I am searching for somethings that i can't quite decipher right now. My emotional being is in a calamity. I hate being lazy, being unmotivated, i hate the lack of drive..

I hate it when love and joy is absent from my life..

And as the years roll on by and i blossom into my early adulthood, i cannot expect people to always be there for me. The time has come for me to stand on my own two feet..to brace the everchanging winds with the strength of an adult..if there is any strength left in this wayward mind of mine.

I just need some tender loving care..no, i need LOTS of it!

And being broke is not helping me in anyway..i would love to just stroll down the streets in town alone..just watching in a daze as the world spins around me.

Burp

What gets me going,gets me talking. What He brings me to, He brings me through.

Twenty
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INSANE.
~~fake and dismissive~~

Mira A.

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